I’m laying in my bed,
I close my eyes and imagine a time,
Where I might wake up in someone else’s bed.
Look deeply into their eyes.
And know that I am there because I am loved.
Loved deeply and with the whole of their soul.
I want to wake up from this agonizing nightmare.
And be in the arms of the one who cares most.
I want tomorrow to be different.
I want forever to be different.
I want to look into his eyes,
And feel like there is no where in the world I am needed more,
I want to be wrapped in his arms
And feel all the broken pieces of my soul,
Be slowly pushed back together.
I want so much more than is provided to me.
I want what seems so far out of reach.
I want nothing more than to feel loved.
I want nothing more than to feel at ease.
I want my world to be calm and peaceful.
I want you.