The lighting elegantly illuminates the sky.
As I sit here and let the sadness pour out of my body.
Letting the bass engulf my being.
Trying to imagine anything but this.
This week has drained me.
I have survived so much.
My life is filled trade by and sadness.
But I always come out smiling.
But this time.
I just don’t think I have it in me.
To hold the corners of my mouth up for another second.
This is the one.
I think this is the one that will end me.
My loving and hopeful outlook for the world.
I think it disappeared once I got that text message.
I have been through:
Growing up with divorced parents.
And the loss of so many friends.
But I survived.
And I grew and moved on.
But this boy.
Took down every wall I built.
To try to keep the sadness out.
The little lights in my heart are almost out.
I don’t know how much more darkness I can handle.
I hope someone has a spare bulb.