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I hope you miss me. 

I hope you miss the bed you used to crawl in to cry. 

I hope you miss me scratching your arm so you can fall asleep. 

I hope you miss the music I used to play for you. 

I hope you miss our hours long talks. 

I hope you miss your stomach hurting cause of the jokes I used to tell you. 

I hope you miss waking up and knowing your best friend was right next to you. 

I hope you miss the three am smoke breaks. 

I hope you miss me telling you how perfect you are, 

And how you deserved the world. 

I hope you miss the funny videos we would make. 

I hope you miss the way I talked about our future. 

I hope you miss me planning our weddings and how we’d be neighbors. 

So our kids can be best friends. 

I hope you miss our cute lunch dates. 

And our midnight snacks. 

I hope you miss watching movies until we fell asleep. 

I hope you miss me quoting grey’s anatomy cause it’s our favorite show. 

I hope you miss someone telling you how much they need you. 

And how the sun rose and set over you. 

I hope you miss someone missing you so much they’d drive hours to see you. 

I hope you miss being someone’s world. 

I hope you miss the face times till 6am cause I didn’t want to stop talking to you.  

I hope you miss my random outbursts to old songs. 

I hope you miss the premature Christmas music. 

I hope you miss hearing about a sport you didn’t care about but dealt with it cause I loved it. 

I hope you miss hearing about how beautiful I could make the simplest things. 

I hope you miss me reading to you. 

I hope you miss my dog and my mom. 

I hope you miss having someone who gave you there undivided attention all the time. 

I hope you miss having someone you could literally talk to about anything. 

I hope you miss the way I cared about you. 

I hope you miss being called my person cause there was no one else I’d rather tell anything to then you. 

I hope you miss not having to worry about picking a maid of honor. 

I hope you miss me planning our future vacations. 

I hope you miss having someone to cry to when he fucked up. 

I hope you miss saying “text me if you need me”. 

I hope you miss me saying “get home safe”. 

I hope you miss sitting with me and it being like we’ve known each other forever. 

I hope you miss someone knowing by the way you breathed that something was wrong. 

I hope you’re happy with the choices you have made. 

I hope you’re happy without me. 

But somewhere in the back of my mind. 

I still hope you miss me.