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I wish that I could wake up with amnesia.

I want to wake up,

And forget about the past 20 years.

 

I don’t want to remember,

That some of my closest friends,

Didn’t wish me a happy birthday yesterday.

 

I don’t want to remember,

The feeling of your fists.

 

I don’t want to remember,

The anger in your eyes.

 

I don’t want to remember,

What happened in the back seat of my car.

 

I don’t want to remember,

What is was like being pinned against that wall.

 

I don’t want to remember,

How much I loved you.

 

I don’t want to remember,

How much it hurt when you left.

 

I don’t want to remember,

What it is like,

To loose so much innocence.

At such a young age.

 

I don’t want to remember,

The pain that keeps me up at night.

 

I don’t want to remember,

The torture all of you have put me through.

 

I want to go to sleep a night and not remember.

 

I know I will loose the good times too.

But I don’t want any reminder you.

 

I want to rid my life of all of your existences.

 

I just don’t want to remember.