The thing is..
There is no thing.
I love you.
I have always loved you.
But you don’t love me,
And I have to continue to live my life.
That I let you love me.
When conveniency was available.
The thing is I still love you.
But what I have come to know.
Is I was never in love with you.
Because if I was in love with you.
I would be crazy.
To let you continue to hurt me.
I wouldn’t be in love with you.
But the pain you caused.
And that’s a bit sadistic,
Don’t ya think?
So I wasn’t in love with you.
But I do love you.
And I do care about you.
And I always will.
But there is someone else now.
And don’t you come running back.
When I give him everything,
You could have had.
Don’t realize how good I was for you,
Because it is too late.
So live your life knowing you’re loved.
And I’ll live mine with love to give.