There is bile in my throat.
Tears streaming down my face.
Im trying to breathe
But your words are chocking me.
All the times spent together is wasted.
You once made me feel like a women,
Now I feel like a little girl.
Being told the playground is for big girls.
You took so much from me.
So many things I can never get back.
All of those firsts wasted.
On someone who wont even return my call.
You have left me broken and confused.
Who to trust?
Who to tell?
Who will help me pick up the pieces.
I thought we had so much more,
Than the uneven breaths
And words lost at the tips of our tongues.
Who will teach me to believe again.
But more importantly,
Who will teach me to love again.